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Trying out the new blogger template for updating my blog.
I have been so immersed in my new toys, that I forgot how fun it was to customize and play around with my blog pages.

Had a very inspiring moment with my immediate superior this morning.
Feel like getting a new hobby immediately, but alas, probably going to last as long as 3 minutes.

It's going to be a lonely weekend for me.
Supposed to go home for the weekend, but the train tickets were all sold out.
Heard a shocking news this morning, home in Ipoh got broken into while my parents were in bed.
Couldn't enter into the house, because we installed a solid door from the kitchen to the living room, so nothing was taken away. However, the fact that there's someone trying to break in, is rather terrifying.

This is the second time our house actually has break-ins.

Told dad to install an alarm system, doubt it will help much but better than none. But they being, spendthrift decided that it was a waste of funds. Well..

I wished I could just drive home, but the idea of traveling is really not that pleasant.
Maybe a 15 minute call home tonight will help. 

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You know what they say about being in a relationship, either brings out the best in you, OR the worst in you, OR even both?

I would say that being in a relationship means trying out new things together, so that at the end of the day, you have something in common to share and talk about. Am I right?
And that would also mean by trying something that you have feared all these while simply because you know that your special half would always be there for you.

So long story short, we were at Universal Studio Singapore last weekend, and even though there were other interesting rides, I decided to cajole the missus to try out the ferry wheels' ride at the Shrek section. Why the ferris wheel right? 

This is because the missus is afraid of heights - a common phobia developed by many. (even myself) 

When we were queuing up, I bet ya we attracted a lot of unwanted attention from the rest. In my mind was "Shit, will we be kicked off since it seemed to be more of a kids' ride.."
But no, the attendees were far from being mean, and even snap a picture of us for remembrance sake. 

Aah, one for the road!

The ride was undeniably plain, 6 cycles and there it was. Only to excite kids.
But guess what, the missus was terrified. Lol. 

Even though the height from the ground was probably less than 2 storeys high. I kept telling her that her office was probably 30 storeys high, but why is she afraid now?
(I shall not deny that my constant rocking actions did not help much..but anywayyyyyy)

You know, when we were at the highest point (which is at the position of "12" in the clock face), I kept rocking and the person who managed it had to repeat countless times, "FOR YOUR SAFETY, PLEASE REFRAIN FROM ROCKING OR MOVING ABOUT." 

I am glad we had this ride. And to let the missus know how much she can trust me. :)

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I forgot the last time I become so dependable, on something, or someone.

I used to be so driven by the sounds of cheers and even jeers beside me. I constantly need to be surrounded by people, because that's what I feed on. Not the sweat, success or even money, I feed on the appearance of people in my life.

Spent the last 16 hours away from food and water. Body was too weak to comprehand the feeling of hunger and thirst. Heard the timely growling from the little stomach,but I couldn't bring myself to step out from the room. All I wanted to do was just sit and wail on self pity.

When did I get myself into this piece of shit? This whole cycle, repeats its damn whole self again. All of a sudden, I long for a very heavy work load and schedule, just to stop thinking for once. Decisions are hard to be made, and really, don't want to go through hell again.

It's really depressing. For me. And I hate to be in this hell hole.

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Still the same old me.

Reading, browsing, "experiencing" the juniors' graduation - it felt like it was just yesterday I graduated along with them.
I didn't get to experience much during my graduation, because the time was so short. The weekend was simply too short to really enjoy and seep in the graduation atmosphere.

And then, here we are today. Working for the rest of our lives.

I wished that I could have done something magnificent during my 5 years there.
Should have put more effort in my FYP researches or something. Or something. 

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I shall not bore you with details of what I do at work lately.
It is not interesting anymore.
Everyday I clock in, clock out; do nothing in between.
Serving a 1.5 months notice is a little much too long. I can't believe what's going to happen if I had to serve 3 months, for real. 


I'm now planning our little getaway to Singapore this coming weekend.
I know right, you must be saying who goes to Singapore for a getaway, right?
Singaporeans are always coming to Malaysia for a getaway, but we are heading down south.

Well, Australia and New Zealand was out of our plans because we wanna save it, for later.
Krabi and Phuket was a big no-no because I still can't develop a 6-pack (neither can I get rid of the tummy bulge).

And we only had this weekend available.
So Singapore it is.

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Qualms of my own. 

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What did I do today?

Came into office, whipped out my work's laptop, connect my iPad to iTunes, updated iTunes, waited patiently for 70 minutes to update my iPad's iOS.

And now, I'm running on iOS 5. 


Wuahahahahahahahhahaahahhahahahahaahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

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I'm upset for the fact that I spend a lot of money in subscribing to the Internet and definitely not fully-optimizing it.

Like, I have a 3GB data plan tied to my iPhone, a 4GB data plan on my iPad, and a 20GB plan on P1 at home. That's 27GB worth of unlimited data plans every month. With that mentioned, needless to say the amount of money I actually wasted every month for a fraction of data I used monthly.

Now after saying that, you must think that I'm knackers to spend so much after realizing that, but why am I still whining about it? The actual reason being is you can never run away from subscribing to these plans especially when you have such devices. I don't mind paying for the usage on my I-devices, it's P1 which is bothering me.

First thing first, I was told that its speed limit is 4G so when I paid RM99 every month, I was expecting a stable connection, at least. Well, apparently, after 3 weeks of usage, it has come to my knowledge that our place is a dark spot, meaning its not the company's fault, it's my whereabouts.
So now I'm stuck with a data plan which I can't use, and have to pay RM200 for termination fee.

FML.

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Woke up this morning, had a strong desire to get a hair cut to tame the mane of mine. It was growing out of proportion and hair shampoos are getting pricier each day. I wonder if the Kedai 1Malaysia has my usual brands, could probably drop by one day. 

Anyway, after breakfast, decided to try out the new hair saloon place my cousin recommended, located somewhere in Pengkalan. Drove there, reached at 10.15, saloon showed no signs of being open anytime soon, so I drove back to the town whilst stopping by several spots which I thought could be a good place to get my hair cut.

But none. Either they were not open, or the place looked too shabby. I DIDN'T WANT TO RISK MY HAIR.

After several U-Turns, even drove all the way into town, I decided to come back nearer and try out this new hair saloon, "JUNE SIEW". That was after 45-minutes of wasted time on driving and really desperately had to have a hair cut. 

As soon as I entered, saw a few butches seated inside. One of them came to tend to me, really felt awkward. The thing is, I feel helpless in the presence of other butches because I would feel really awkward - out of the position. I don't know if I should go all manly with them, or be all girly in front of them. It spells A-W-K-W-A-R-D, uneasy.
Anyway, the butch came and talked to me, washed my hair and then proceeded to cutting mine.

If it were to be a guy/girl doing so, at least I can secretly have fantasies of them *cough* while they do their thing..but if it's someone in-between, my hopes are crushed.

Well, what's done is done. Reckoned my hair was cut too short at the back.., then again, none of the hair stylists could make me a satisfied customer ever. It's either too girly, too short, too long, etc everytime after a hair cut. Sigh. 

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I told one of my colleagues that I am leaving soon.
He teared.

Oh my god. 

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Who am I kidding?
I love my job!

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I guess people are surprised to see where I am heading to.

Many negative than being supportive.
Sigh, did I just make another wrong detour?